Do you believe?;

I do not care what other people say, i believe there is other life out there and they are showing to us that there is.

ugh;

So you know that feeling when you just want to punch someone so hard in the face that it collapses?
That's pretty much what i am feeling right towards multiple people.

I do not understand why i am feeling this way.
Usually i just bottle everything up so much that i just explode from time to time. Usually when drunk.

But this time it's different. It feels like that little green fuck of a monster is just coming out ever more so often. I just feel so angry at these people most of the time for no reason, or very little reason. Just some of the things they say, the things they do, the actions they make. It's extremely annoying.
Two faced lying CUNTS. Now i don't use that word often, only when really angry, so as you can see I'm quite angry right now.

It's so disappointing seeing old friends turning into assholes and bitches and thinking they are top shit because they are dating other people who (in their eyes) seem to be cool, or rad or fucking whatever. Or that they got new ink so they think they are all top shit. Pull your fucking heads in and take a good look around. Not everything is about you! Not everything is about looks and being rad, awesome, cool, hip, dope and sick. It's about living life happy. You may think you are making people happy, in reality you are not. Because of your selfish ways and stubbornness the reality is that at least 88% of your "friends" talk shit behind your back because your a jack-ass.
Get real kids. Grow up. Get jobs. Start a new life.
5-6 years ago is a long time ago. Forget, start over and move on.

It's not worth losing people close to you because you are holding on to the past or trying to be something you clearly aren't.

I never;

I never thought that i could feel this way. But im glad it's a feeling towards you =]
I never thought i would be considering living with her. But i cannot wait =]
I love you, Bianca.