Weird...

Okay so for the first time ever,

I actually WANT to go to work tomorrow.

I feel sick from my dinner because it was cooked shitty,

which is a first from the Middle Pub in Willunga.

Usually they do awesome meals.

Not tonight, tonight was shit and made me

feel like crap house.

I had 2 beers and it didn't really help.

I believe I'm changing my life around.

I'm actually wanting to work out and get fit.

I don't feel like drinking after work everyday anymore.

If so i have 2 or 3 and that's it until the weekend.

But most of all I'm wanting to work.

I dunno, maybe its the whole "i want to get

a full - time job" way of thinking..

Or maybe I'm just growing up.

Even though it's weird, 

i do like it.. A lot.

It makes me feel more like a man

than a 20 year old male who is working.

I feel grown up, i feel as though i am

taking responsibility for all my actions

and i am accepting all the responsibility that

is given to me, work wise and through life.

All I'm hoping for is to be better by tomorrow so i can work.